The chia seed pudding wasn't poisoning her. The perfume at church wasn't harming her. But her body had learned to treat them - and a hundred other ordinary things - as threats, and no doctor could tell her why.
If you have lived with chronic illness that doesn't show up on any test - the racing heart, the food reactions, the brain fog, the exhaustion no rest can touch - you know the particular loneliness of suffering without answers. You are not imagining it. And you are not as stuck as it feels.
In Pathways of Peace, Ann Monthei tells the honest story of her own healing from a dysregulated nervous system - a body trapped in fight-or-flight - and braids it together with two things that turned out to be saying the same thing: the science of how the brain learns fear, and the words God has been speaking to His people for thousands of years. Walking verse by verse through Psalm 23, she shows how a frightened nervous system can be gently retrained, and how "the renewing of the mind" is not only a spiritual idea but a biological design.
With warmth and candor - part memoir, part grounded teaching - she offers a path through, for the believer, the skeptic, and everyone in between:
Why your body sounds the alarm when nothing is wrong - and how it learns to stopHow rest, gratitude, speaking life, and worship physically calm the nervous systemThe slow, real work of reclaiming food, movement, and a life lived without bracingAnd the Shepherd who walks the whole valley with youThis is not a tidy story told from a mountaintop. Ann writes from inside the journey, still walking parts of it - which is exactly why you can trust her to walk it with you.
There is a way through. She found it. Let her show you.
A companion workbook, The Pathways of Peace Guide, turns this story into a path you can walk day by day - with practices, worksheets, and weekly rhythms rooted in Psalm 23.