Trying to Love

By QuanTina Gill

"In the deepest part of the mind, there is always something there that is pulling you to the dark side. Telling you that in that part of the mind everything is gold. Each day you lose yourself a little to that darkness, but you try to fight it, yet something is still making you want to reach out to the darkness.You try your best to pull away, but the darkness shows you the truth about what is happening around you. What has happened to you and what will happen to the next person.As you think about what the darkness is showing you, you start to think back to that one person that is at fault. The reason you are thinking about taking hold of the darkness and letting it control you.You think about the pain that you were giving. You start thinking about the hurt you were feeling during that time. The more you think about it the darker your mind gets and the louder that voice gets you been trying to push out.Feeling hate, hurt, and pain you begin to scream to yourself and search for the person you blame for all this darkness. You think about the pain you want to cause them, the screams you want to hear from them. Once your mind snapped back into reality you notice the blood and knife in your hand and you looked down to see that the person you blame was yourself."Who knew love was supposed to hurt. Who knew that the things that happened in the past will hunt you in your adult years. How can a person love with so much hurt, hate, and pain?A broken heart that still look for love but don't know where to look.

• Format: Paperback
• Language: English
• ISBN: B08GFTLL5S
• ISBN13: 9798677349539
• Release Date: August 2020
• Publisher: Independently Published
• Length: 246 Pages
• Weight: 0.81 lbs.
• Dimensions: 0.6" x 6.0" x 9.0"