THIS BOOK IS DEDICATED TO MY SPIRITUAL MASTER - JAN ESMANN WHO TRANSFORMED MY LIFE AND BLESSED ME WITH SHAKTIPAT . THE AWAKENING OF SHAKTI EVENTUALLY LEADS ONE TO LIBERATION AS RISES UP THE CHIMNEY OF THE SPINE TO MERGE WITH HER BELOVED SHIVA.
START OF AN ADVENTURE
I was desperately seeking the truth of our existence but I was totally scattered. I was in need of a guru who could guide me. I had always been curious to know about kundalini. I came across a shaktipat transmission video by Jan Esmann. I just felt an instant connect.
I didn't know how to connect with him. I found his address on Skype but could not get a response. Then I searched him on the net and I found his website lovebliss.eu.
I sent him an email requesting guidance. He told that he does shaktipat in absentia. I received an infused mala and the meditation material and the recordings. It was one of the deepest meditations I had. After completing the 10 day initiation process I attended the weekly zoom meeting.
I was deeply grateful that he had made himself available out of selfless love and compassion for students who lived far away.
As I entered the meeting I saw him. I was in awe, there was an instant connect and a feeling I have known him which was confirmed by Jan that we had shared past life.
Before meeting him I was more on a path of jnana (using intellectual enquiry to find truth). It was not taking me deeper. I was a dry bored intellectual. Though I felt some vibration and mild experiences of kundalini arousal, things just got amplified coming in contact with him.
His love, devotion and state of bliss started doing its magic. I felt ecstatic with no reason. All worries subsided.
I started reading his books. They carried a transmission so deep. I became more streamlined and serious about my spiritual practice.