Suffering In Style

By Tejae Hillocks

Suffering in Style is a collection of thoughts I couldn't say out loud so I wrote them instead.

These pieces come from nights where my mind wouldn't slow down, where overthinking was louder than everything else, and writing was the only way I could breathe.

This isn't polished poetry. It's raw, conversational, and honest somewhere between a poem, a song, and a late-night voice note you never send.

Music shaped this book the same way it shaped me, so I want to credit the artists who helped carry these emotions: Citizen Cope, Jeff Buckley, Cigarettes After Sex, Arctic Monkeys, and Cage the Elephant.

If you're reading this, I hope you find something that feels familiar. Something that reminds you you're not the only one thinking like this at 3 AM.

This book is about love, regret, overthinking, and learning how to let go without losing yourself in the process.

Tejae Hillocks

• Format: Paperback
• Language: English
• ISBN: B0H73TQM3M
• ISBN13: 9798196752254
• Release Date: June 2026
• Publisher: Independently Published
• Length: 28 Pages
• Weight: 0.20 lbs.
• Dimensions: 0.1" x 8.5" x 11.0"