She Fears

By Rodr and Jesús de Rodríguez

Vilen's bridge-Jesus-I am in the middle of the bridge. She says... what I must forget. This bridge has dark and cold secrets.- She says -I say to the air. - The meaning of being lonely -I add.- Meaning? -she asks.- I am not alone -I answer.- Not in this reality -she says.- Realities I believe in what we saw -I say coldly as I see the moon.- Darkness is closer than you think -she says.- I will use Nova s cure -I reply.- You know that will not be the end of the darkness that has taken you -she says as the moon takes a red color.- What happens to the moon? -I ask her.- What happens to you? -she asks.- What does it have to do with it? -I ask her.- The red moon is the blood moon -she answers. - You have blood in your hands, but for something cold that came from a wish. The moon has blood for something necessary -she says.- A wish? -I ask her.- A necessary wish -she says.- Stop following me -I say with tears.- I can't -she says.- Yes, you can -I reply.- What makes you think that? -she asks.- I could make something cold and dark for a wish -I answer.- Blood is what is coming -she says mellifluously. - You are strong. I am sure that you will survive -she adds. - I must forget if I want to live -I say as I am self-absorbed in seeing the beautiful moon.- No You are the essence -she says as I feel a tickling.- Really? -I ask her.- Did you do the right thing? -she asks.- I don't know -I say.- Yes, you know -she says.- Why do you ask me then? -I ask her.- Do not trust him -she exclaims.- What? -I ask her.- Do not forget You can't forget -she says.- I want to take a breath of the darkness that follows me in any moment -I say coldly.- Remember when I told you that I wanted to fall with you into the sea? -she asks me.- You said it, and I answer -I say.- What did you answer? -she asks.Vilen's bridge-Elena-I am again in Vilen's bridge. I get close to the barricade "A".- Why am I feeling like that? Why? -I ask to the air.- Why did you use Nova's cure? -my conscience asks me.- You erased your memories, but you didn't erase your personality -it adds.- ... I think I did it for a good -I say coolly as I make an anxious face.- A convenience for you or for the wellness? -it asks.- For the good -I say.- You should go back to the hospital. It is late, and you are so close to the edge -it says.- What? -scared, I ask.- Careful with what you do -it says.- Careful? Once, I said that I would die before being the same one in this fucked planet -I scream to the air.- Being unique is your only way to get out -it says.I am talking to my conscience I do not get impressed. I always do it I am a little... alone Fortunately, people do not use to promenade in this bridge. So curious.- Is that what you want? Just a superficial life? -I scream to the air.- You know it -it whispers.- I know it. Yes, I know it. I am desperate -I say deliriously.- You always say that -I say.- If I don't get answers, I won't last so much -I say desperately.- If you were normal -it says.- I won't be normal again. You made be the dark, cold and calculating one. You will know me so soon -I say coolly.- You feel something else. You always were so quixotic -it says.- I feel... a darkness that is totally unusual -intrigued, I say.- Because of your past -it says.- I do not remember my past. But this darkness is... -I try to express.- You can't describe it -it says.- No. You fear something else -it says.- What do you want? -I ask.My conscience does not respond anymore.Vilen's bridge has a dark past? Who is guilty?

• Format: Paperback
• Language: English
• ISBN: 1729185908
• ISBN13: 9781729185902
• Release Date: October 2018
• Publisher: Independently Published
• Length: 314 Pages
• Weight: 1.02 lbs.
• Dimensions: 0.7" x 6.0" x 9.0"