Rowan's After: A What We Hide WIthin Novel

By: Mechelle, Alexandria

Rowan Hale knows how to survive almost anything: school, work, family chaos, her brother's endless nonsense, and the quiet pressure of trying to become an artist with a future worth reaching for.

What she does not know how to survive is the truth that her mother's cancer is no longer something the family can fight their way out of. As Mara's illness worsens, Rowan's world narrows and expands at the same time. There are hospital visits, treatment decisions, and the unbearable weight of watching ordinary life keep moving forward. There is also Cass-sharp, funny, and impossible to ignore-whose growing place in Rowan's life offers the kind of closeness that makes hope feel both dangerous and necessary.

Between family road trips, art opportunities, school deadlines, private fear, online support spaces, and the everyday moments that somehow hurt the most, Rowan is forced to confront a future she never wanted: one that includes love, grief, and an after she does not feel ready to live inside.

Rowan's After is a tender, emotionally grounded young adult novel about anticipatory grief, first love, family, art, and the quiet, impossible work of continuing after loss.

Perfect for readers who love character-driven contemporary YA with emotional depth, heart, and honesty.

• Format: Paperback
• Language: English
• ISBN: B0HKPZZW7W
• ISBN13: 9798175888387
• Release Date: September 2026
• Publisher: Independently Published
• Length: 404 Pages
• Weight: 1.19 lbs.
• Dimensions: 0.9" x 6.0" x 9.0"