I Never Intended to Join a Cult

By M H Bidwell

I Never Intended to Join a Cult is M H Bidwell's courageous memoir of faith, love, and survival inside the Potter's House-an intense, high-control religious organisation whose practices often resemble cultic manipulation more than Christian grace. Fresh out of college and posted to a teaching position far from home, Bidwell sought friendship and belonging in a local church. What began as a sincere search for community gradually became a painful descent into coercive religion and spiritual control.

With unflinching honesty, Bidwell pulls back the curtain on love-bombing, fear-based leadership, spiritual abuse, and systematic shunning that quietly erode identity. She recounts relentless pressure to conform, the isolation that followed, and the inner struggle required to question authority. Ultimately, she found the courage to leave and rebuild her life.

Part personal testimony and part practical guide, this compelling memoir exposes the cost of unquestioned authority while offering hope and tools for healing. Through compassionate reflection, the author provides a roadmap for survivors to recover identity and rediscover faith on their own terms. A powerful story of resilience and recovery, this book is a timely warning about high-control groups and a vital resource for survivors, families, and anyone seeking to understand spiritual abuse.

• Format: Paperback
• Language: English
• ISBN: 1764787005
• ISBN13: 9781764787000
• Release Date: July 2026
• Publisher: M H Bidwell
• Length: 86 Pages
• Weight: 0.27 lbs.
• Dimensions: 0.2" x 5.0" x 8.0"