However Long We Have: A Queer Romance
When Damian Smith wanders into a luxury fur boutique on a whim, he isn't looking for anything. He's spent his whole life making himself small - surviving on freelance work and ramen, teaching himself not to want things he can't have. But when he slips on an arctic coyote coat he could never afford and catches the eye of Robert Hartwell across the shop floor, something cracks open inside him.
Robert is everything Damian is not: fifty-six, silver-haired, commanding, and utterly certain of his place in the world. He's also a dominant who recognizes in Damian exactly what Damian has never been able to name in himself - a hunger to surrender, to be seen, to finally stop apologizing for taking up space.
What begins as a single charged night evolves into something neither of them planned for: a real relationship, with all the complications that entails. The age gap is undeniable. The power imbalance is very real. And as Damian begins to grow into his own confidence - as an artist, as a man, as a partner - both of them must confront the question at the heart of everything: are they together because they need each other, or because they choose each other?
However Long We Have is a queer romance that doesn't flinch from hard questions. It's about desire and dominance, yes - but it's also about identity, independence, and what it means to love someone fully when time is finite and nothing is guaranteed.
Some relationships don't come with a safety net. This one comes with open eyes.
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