What if the love you were chasing was the very thing keeping you from finding yourself?
Had I Not Chased Love is a deeply personal memoir of heartbreak, faith, motherhood, resilience, and healing.
Nicole Stanfield shares the moments that shaped her life-from searching for love in all the wrong places to discovering that true peace begins within. Along the way, she opens her heart about single motherhood, unimaginable loss, her son's life-saving heart transplant, and the unwavering faith that carried her through it all.
This is more than a story about surviving.
It's a story about becoming.
With honesty, vulnerability, and hope, Nicole reminds every woman that healing is possible, miracles still happen, and the love we've been searching for often begins with ourselves.
If you've ever questioned your worth, struggled to let go, or wondered if joy could find you again...
This memoir was written with you in mind.