Drive to Feel Alive

By C.D. Rachels

Formula Q is the fastest motorsport in the world. Only the highest-performing athletes can make it to the grid. They drive fast, work hard, and play hard, but off-camera, anything goes.

The public knows me as Berto 'Honeybear' Navarro, the number two driver in the fastest team in FQ. I'm a simple guy, and I'm perfectly content with my life as a motorsports celebrity. The world doesn't need to know that I don't like sex or dating.
I'm not gay like my buddy Damon, but I'm not really straight either. It's time to face the scary truth: I'm probably asexual.
The only sliver of hope I have is my new friend Hunter. He helps me work through my orientation issues and doesn't judge me for feeling uneducated and naive. He's sweet, smart, and generous with his time.
As the weeks go by, Hunter and I get closer, and suddenly intimacy is something I want to explore, but only with him. Hunter makes everything feel right. No one has ever lit a spark in my soul, but now my new best friend makes fireworks go off in my heart.
I thought winning races was the ultimate high and all I needed in life. That was before I touched Hunter-now, I crave so much more. For sex and love, I've finally found my green light, and I'm not slowing down.

("Drive to Feel Alive" is a male/male motorsports romance novel. It involves waffle dates, asexuality, video game conventions, exploring true intimacy for the first time, and yes, lots of racing action worldwide. It is book two of a series, has a HEA, and can be read as a stand-alone.)

• Format: Paperback
• Language: English
• ISBN: B0GY61NNDC
• ISBN13: 9798235202092
• Release Date: April 2026
• Publisher: Chill Discourse Books, LLC
• Length: 190 Pages
• Weight: 0.58 lbs.
• Dimensions: 0.4" x 6.0" x 9.0"