Designing A Life That Could Hold Me

By Mamabear McGowan

About the Book

Designing a Life That Could Hold Me is a quietly radical memoir of collapse, capacity, and coming home.

After neurological collapse and disability, Mamabear McGowan did not heal by pushing harder or thinking her way out of pain. She stopped. She listened. She returned to the body, the land, and the deeper intelligence beneath survival.

Blending lived experience, permaculture wisdom, metaphysics, and disability informed living, this book explores what becomes possible when awareness replaces force, when safety becomes the foundation for growth, and when life is designed around real bodies, real limits, and real belonging.

This is not a guide to escape or self optimisation. It is an invitation to remember a different rhythm of living, one shaped by nature, relationship, and presence.

Written for those who are tired of merely surviving, this book offers another way to live.

• Format: Paperback
• Language: English
• ISBN: B0GGCC8B91
• ISBN13: 9798233473456
• Release Date: January 2026
• Publisher: Mamabear McGowan
• Length: 370 Pages
• Weight: 1.09 lbs.
• Dimensions: 0.8" x 6.0" x 9.0"