Abducted by Porn

By Amelia Ashanti Artwell

I invite you into the deeply personal story of how sex shaped my life-for both good and harm-and how, even while completing my Bible college studies, I became a deeply entrenched pornography addict. Eventually, with the help of the Lord, I reached a point where I knew I could no longer allow my past to control me. I had to confront it, rebuild my present, and intentionally shape my future.

In these pages, I share my journey of facing the temptation that had followed me since childhood. What began through molestation and early exposure gradually became a way of life, reinforced by emotional wounds, rejection, abandonment, masturbation, pornographic magazines, and the pursuit of temporary pleasure. Although I wanted freedom, I struggled to understand what was happening within me. This was not simply a matter of blaming a demon; it required me to confront trauma, broken patterns, hidden desires, and painful choices.

I was anointed and appointed, yet privately living as a full-time player. I carried secrets that seemed to settle into my bones. Devaluation drove me deeper into the very behaviours that were destroying me, while pleasure offered a brief escape from pain and sorrow.

I did not enter pornography primarily for money, although I received some. I entered it seeking pleasure, affirmation, and relief. But the experience never gave me the freedom it promised. Instead, I became abducted by pornography and enslaved by sexual temptation.

Today, I am free. I share my story not to glorify the darkness, but to expose its power, reveal the wounds beneath addiction, and offer hope to those who believe they can never escape. Freedom is possible, healing is real, and the past does not have to possess the future.

• Format: Paperback
• Language: English
• ISBN: B0HDM93Z4Z
• ISBN13: 9798191353135
• Release Date: August 2026
• Publisher: Independently published
• Length: 53 Pages
• Weight: 0.14 lbs.
• Dimensions: 8.0" x 0.1" x 5.0"