You Will Curse My Name: Part 1

By Silvia Cruz

"I am once again enveloped by that feeling, that inner uneasiness. After having felt powerful again while I was fucking Andy, the gorgeous bartender of the Sunset Bar, in the warehouse of the very same bar, while Amy Winehouse's song 'You Know I'm no good' was playing, now that inner emptiness takes over me again. I've lost track of time. I've lost track of how many guys I've fucked this month... I'm not a nymphomaniac, I may be a slut in society's eyes, but that's only because I'm a woman. I'm simply not going to stop to analyze the real reasons that lead me to act the way I do. I'll never think about it again. The truth is that, whatever it is, I need it. I need those moments when I feel that I am the one in control. When I feel how they desire me, how they long to possess me. During the minutes that sex lasts, I feel that I am the real protagonist of my life. A goddess, a heroine about to rescue the world. Even though after the act, my mind clouds over, and everything becomes grey and dark."
For Amanda Fisher, there are more than enough reasons to detest her life and herself, until she learns the good side of things from someone very special who, for the first time in her life, tries to understand her and offers her compelling reasons to change her attitude. Amanda will learn to love for better and for worse, and may even consider improving her life.

• Format: Paperback
• Language: English
• ISBN: B0C1HWRFWC
• ISBN13: 9798390545263
• Release Date: April 2023
• Publisher: Independently Published
• Length: 546 Pages
• Weight: 1.59 lbs.
• Dimensions: 1.1" x 6.0" x 9.0"