2025 Revised Edition
Calvin knew long-distance wouldn't be easy. What he didn't expect was how much he'd resent Aiden for leaving.
As Aiden throws himself into a demanding internship, Calvin is left alone with his doubts. He clings harder, desperate to keep at least one thing from slipping through his fingers.
Aiden is drowning. School, work, and the pressure to prove himself are suffocating, leaving little room for anything else. He turns to Syrus for stability, but Syrus is fighting his own battles.
For the first time in his life, Syrus isn't waiting for someone else to need him. Leaving behind the only home he's ever known, he chooses himself first. And when Jason offers him something Syrus has never had- a fresh start that asks for nothing in return- he finally begins to understand what freedom really means.
As the weight of their choices ripples far beyond just the four of them, Calvin is forced to ask himself: Is love something you fight for... or something you set free?
M/M/M/M
Why Choose, Slow Burn
Contemporary Age Gap
About the Trilogy:
Wild Devotion is the third book in the spicy, slow burn, age-gap, why-choose romance. This story is a heart-wrenching, deeply tender romance about life, loss, and the relationships that define us. With "characters that feel more like friends than fiction," this trilogy will give you laughter, tears, and deep contemplation about your life.
If you love stories with MCs over 30, this is the perfect read for you. Written by a member of the polyamory and ENM (ethical non-monogamy) community, this story is more than a 'fantasy.' It's grounded in real-world experiences of communication, consent, and the liberation that comes from breaking out of boxes.
No generative AI has been used in the creation of this series. The editing, covers, formatting, branding, publication, and writing are brought to you by a team of artists and Evie. Ethical use of Grammarly, AutoCrit, OpenAI, and Microsoft Word has been used to assist in basic editing for spelling, grammar, sentence structure, etc.
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Not standalone - must be read in order.
Each book builds on the previous.
Completed series with a hard-earned HEA by book 3
Reading Order:
1. Wild Entanglement
2. Wild Webs
3. Wild Devotion
Content Warning: This series features two POVs: Calvin, who is demisexual, and Syrus, who is bisexual. They are 39 and 40. Aiden is trans with ADHD and a d*bcon k nk. He is 19. If significant age gaps make you uncomfortable, this book is not for you. There is abundant sensitive content regarding su*cide and mental health struggles, and it is handled with intention rather than for shock factor. Check the complete list of TW's in the link below. The spice builds in intensity and frequency as the trilogy unfolds.
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If you love a slice-of-life why-choose wrapped in poly chaos and slow-burn spice, this book is for you At 100k words, this story is a deeply emotional journey of longing and liberation, devotion and distance, touch and turmoil. Buy it today to start the page-turning story that will make you ache, laugh, weep, and fall completely in love with every messy, beautiful moment.