WHY ME?
From Grievance to Reconciliation
There are moments when faith does not disappear... it just stops feeling possible.
When prayer feels like shouting into a locked room.
And one question keeps rising from the ruins: Why me?
I built a consulting firm from nothing-twenty-two employees, projects across five pharmaceutical plants-and in less than six months, I lost everything.
What followed was fourteen years of breaking and rebuilding: financial collapse, migration, grief, accidents, and the slow, painful journey of learning how to speak to God again without pretending everything was fine.
WHY ME? is not a theology book. It is not a set of easy answers. It is an honest walk-from grievance to something that resembles peace. Not perfect peace. Peace with cracks. Peace that can live beside unanswered questions.
This book is for you if:
You believe in God, but you no longer know how to talk to Him.
You are tired of clich s and need something real.
You have carried loss, disappointment, or silence-and it feels personal.
You are not looking for quick fixes, only companionship through the dark.
This book will not "fix" you.
It will simply remind you: You are not alone.