When I'm 30

By Miss Rachel Lauren

Turning 30 was never supposed to feel like this.

Some pasts don't stay buried-no matter how hard you try.

Emily had her life planned out from a young age. But at 18, everything began to fall apart-leaving her lost, heartbroken, and trying to rebuild from nothing.

Now, twelve years later, her 30th birthday arrives with a quiet reality she never imagined... celebrating alone.

With only her lifelong best friend Amy by her side, Emily feels stuck-caught between the dreams she once had and the life she's ended up living.

Then, on a night she expected nothing from, she comes face-to-face with someone she never truly left behind.
Someone who brings everything she thought she'd buried rushing back to the surface.

As the past begins to blur with the present, Emily is forced to confront the choices she's made-and the future she's been too afraid to chase. Because sometimes, moving forward means facing what you left behind.

• Format: Paperback
• Language: English
• ISBN: B0G7PD658K
• ISBN13: 9798275212198
• Release Date: December 2025
• Publisher: Independently Published
• Length: 240 Pages
• Weight: 0.72 lbs.
• Dimensions: 0.6" x 6.0" x 9.0"