Violated Boy to Victorious Man

By Pax Weston

This book is about the incest I endured by my father and the reality mother knew I was never protected. Beside the incest there was physical, mental and emotional abuse. This led me to the homosexual life style before the LGBTQ+ existed. In my youth till mid-twenties. I thought I was a girl in a boy's body, due to all the name the names I was called by family, school bullies, teachers and society in a whole. I detested being called those names Homo, Gay, Queer and Girl.

I suffered with anxiety attacks in my later twenty's, I realized my identity was torn in two. For months I would leave the Gay lifestyle and try to act straight. For three to six months then I would run back to my friends and the bars and have countless relations with men. I was torn and tormented and could not embrace both of these existences I was living.

I went to church when I was younger and I thought they might help me? WRONG. I was ridiculed and told by many that I would burn in hell. Also, those so-called Christians that I thought were full of mercy and grace, were not as they called themselves. I pressed on through faith in God against the norm. I do not call myself a Christian because for me it has bad definitions. I call myself a Child of God. Here is the story of the winding roads to where I am at today. Final note I am married to a wonderful woman

• Format: Paperback
• Language: English
• ISBN: B0DWLHZD9S
• ISBN13: 9798309258765
• Release Date: February 2025
• Publisher: Independently Published
• Length: 202 Pages
• Weight: 0.45 lbs.
• Dimensions: 0.4" x 5.0" x 8.0"