Tired of Sucking: A Memoir

By Jai Escalante MS

Tired of Sucking: A Memoir is not a redemption story.
It is a reckoning.

In this raw, unfiltered memoir, Jai Escalante chronicles what happens when a woman stops confusing trauma for chemistry, survival for love, and endurance for strength.

Across fifty dates and years of intimate missteps, secrets, and self-betrayal, Jai pulls readers into the private aftermath of abandonment, sexual violence, emotional neglect, and the quiet ways women learn to disappear inside relationships. What begins as modern dating becomes a full-body confrontation with the patterns trauma leaves behind-and the cost of never questioning them.

This memoir does not sanitize sex, soften mistakes, or rush healing. It speaks plainly about desire, shame, faith, rage, humor, longing, and the moment a woman realizes she cannot keep living this way.

Tired of Sucking is for readers who are done pretending, done performing, and done surviving on autopilot. It is for anyone who has loved the wrong people, ignored their own voice, or woken up one day knowing something had to change-even if they didn't yet know how.

This is not a guidebook.
It is a mirror.

• Format: Paperback
• Language: English
• ISBN: B0GS1NL7MY
• ISBN13: 9798994741603
• Release Date: March 2026
• Publisher: DOS Yous Publishing
• Length: 304 Pages
• Weight: 0.90 lbs.
• Dimensions: 0.7" x 6.0" x 9.0"