The Suicide Diary

By Isee Inpoetry

...I can remember the name of my first boyfriend, my first kiss, my first... you know... and the first time I felt like I truly found myself, again. At all these stages in my life there was something to be learned. But it's difficult teaching a woman who is only interested in life's commercials. So the lesson was lost, only to be repeated again. My heart could not be tamed and neither could my appetite for the mysteries of life. I was never content with sitting still- physically, spiritually, emotionally. It puzzles me, even today, because I was also the girl who always yearned for long term commitments, growing comfortable with someone and having that person KNOW me through and through, but maintaining my mystery. Because without mystery, who would want me, said the girl who wore her heart on her sleeve. I've gotten close several times. I have skipped rocks on the lake of sincere love and whenever I gazed into the murky waters all I saw was the rippled reflection of a procrastinating idealistic coward. But I liked her and that was the problem...

• Format: Paperback
• Language: English
• ISBN: 1496053397
• ISBN13: 9781496053398
• Release Date: March 2014
• Publisher: CreateSpace Independent Publishing Platform
• Length: 94 Pages
• Weight: 0.43 lbs.
• Dimensions: 0.2" x 6.0" x 9.0"