The Spaces Where I Went Missing: Voices from a Divided Mind

By R.J. Kai

The Spaces Where I Went Missing is not just a story about memory loss; it's a journey through trauma, love, and the fragile spaces in between.

After waking in a psych ward with pieces of his life missing, RJ is forced to confront a mind that no longer feels like his own. As fragments of memory return, some gentle, some devastating, he begins to understand the parts of himself that have always been there...even when he couldn't reach them.

Told through raw reflection, lived moments, and the voices within him, this book explores what it means to lose yourself, and what it takes to come back.

From the silence of a hospital room to a cross-country road trip searching for connection, this is a story about survival, healing, and the kind of love that doesn't let go, even when everything else falls apart.

Not all of RJ's memories return.

But something more important does.

This is a true story of living with dissociative identity disorder.

• Format: Paperback
• Language: English
• ISBN: B0GY1CYH28
• ISBN13: 9798258255877
• Release Date: April 2026
• Publisher: Independently Published
• Length: 234 Pages
• Weight: 0.70 lbs.
• Dimensions: 0.5" x 6.0" x 9.0"