Your nightmares aren't supposed to come true. They're supposed to stay in those dark recesses of your mind, only showing themselves at night while you sleep.
Mine have surfaced and are now very real and I don't know how to get through them or the misery that they bring.When your belief in someone's integrity is questioned it feels like your heart is being ripped from your chest. Especially when that person is the man who promised you honesty and a lifetime of happiness.
I have loved my boyfriend for years since I was a teenager, and now with his past coming back to haunt us both, it feels like everything is a lie. He says nothing has changed but I know he's hiding something from me, something that has the power to break us.
I'm Belle Bradley and I must have trust because without it there is nothing.