When I look back at my 21-year-old self, I would tell her to stop running from God, Run to him. He has what you are craving. He has what you need. He is the love you were missing when your mother went home to Him at a young age. He is your Heavenly Father who took the place of the earthly father who was not there. He was your forever husband when the divorces seemed too much. Only He can love you the way you want and need and deserve. God has been...