The Integrated Man: A Journey Through Masculinity, Shame, and Freedom

By B Alan Bourgeois

Discover the Freedom of Wholeness.

Derrick Maddox built an empire teaching gay men to reclaim masculinity-discipline, dominance, respect. But when a return to Los Angeles threatens to expose his forgotten past as the unapologetically outrageous Dirty Divine, the man behind the movement faces a reckoning.

The Integrated Man dives deep into the heart of identity, shame, and personal truth. It's a bold, honest journey through the collision of strength and softness, pride and vulnerability, success and authenticity.

B. Alan Bourgeois delivers a gripping exploration of modern gay masculinity, confronting the dangerous allure of personal rebranding at the expense of one's full self. This isn't just a story of survival-it's a story of reintegration, of learning to be whole again.

If you've ever wrestled with the labels society places on you-or the ones you place on yourself-this book will challenge, inspire, and liberate you.

Masculine. Feminine. Powerful. Flawed. All of it belongs.

• Format: Paperback
• Language: English
• ISBN: B0FJ8MLXTW
• ISBN13: 9798293335152
• Release Date: July 2025
• Publisher: Independently Published
• Length: 96 Pages
• Weight: 0.31 lbs.
• Dimensions: 0.2" x 6.0" x 9.0"