The Blue Journal

By Summer Smith

"I was completely done trying with everything. Once again, my hopes of a shining future had come crashing down. How could I ever achieve the image of perfection in my mind now? By now my heart was racing. I couldn't tell if it was from the pills I had taken, or if I was just now realizing what I had done. Sitting back down on the bathroom floor, I picked up my blade again. All I could hear was the pounding of my own heart, and all I could see was the glint of the blade in my hand. I felt numb . . ." This is the story of my struggle with depression and the journal I wrote when I felt like there was no hope for me to live. I was on the brink of taking my own life when I began to learn some powerful lessons about my own value that turned my world around. As I learned to love myself and to look at life a little differently, my story blossomed from one of tragedy to one of hope.

• Format: Paperback
• Language: English
• ISBN: 1505227933
• ISBN13: 9781505227932
• Release Date: January 2015
• Publisher: CreateSpace Independent Publishing Platform
• Length: 180 Pages
• Weight: 0.80 lbs.
• Dimensions: 8.0" x 0.4" x 5.2"