My purpose is to live in my truth, sharing my journey and the experienced of Postpartum Depression with Psychosis. I still take medication, and my body requires proper sleep, or my brain will break down. One of the most important things I have learned is to listen to my body and spirit. I live each day in gratitude, as life is fluid and finite. This battle had broken me. Physically, mentally, and spiritually. During those days, survival was my main goal, and I barely survived. Each day was a fight to hold on for our daughters. I had decided if it was time for me to transition out of this earthly realm and into the next. I was fully ready. I longed to return to my heavenly home. My revelation sunk in fully and led me to understand this life is just a journey. We are passing through. I never considered suicide or harming anyone. As an adult, I ached to be held by our Father in heaven the way a newborn baby desires to be cradled in her mother's arm, feeling the security that they were assured safety and protection for all that had any potential to cause harm. I wasn't sure if I would end up in heaven or hell all I knew was I had nothing left in me. My only desire was to do my best to get through the day without anxiety.
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