Songs from The Hollow Saint

By MR Matthew Scott

Synopsis - Songs from the Hollow Saint
Matthew Scott
Songs from the Hollow Saint is a literary work of psychological fiction tracing one man's descent into madness, stagnation, and gradual reconciliation with himself. Told in five acts of lyrical prose, it follows an unnamed narrator, a paramedic who has built his identity around service, salvation, and self-sacrifice, as he unravels under the weight of his own need to be needed.
In Act I - The Hollow Saint, the narrator begins at the height of his competence: a man flawless in crisis yet hollow in solitude. His work among the dying gives him purpose but drains him of selfhood. When he falls into a relationship with a woman whose affection turns controlling and violent, he mistakes pain for intimacy and endurance for love. The god-complex born from his work becomes his curse; he cannot save her, and her destruction becomes his.
Act II - The Mercy of the Blow charts his psychological collapse. After enduring escalating abuse, he begins to believe suffering is divine communication, that harm confers meaning. The paramedic becomes the patient; the saviour becomes the supplicant. When the relationship ends, he is left with silence so heavy it almost feels sentient. That silence becomes his only companion, first an enemy, then a presence.
In Act III - The Feast of Emptiness, time dissolves. He drifts through numb routine, isolated and inert. Out of the stillness emerges a new figure: a dream-woman, conjured from longing rather than memory. Unlike his abuser, she is tender and impossible. She visits him nightly in sleep, offering the illusion of rescue. The act explores the seductive stasis of depression, the comfort of the imagined saviour when real life feels uninhabitable.
Act IV - The Reckoning moves between hallucination and confession. The narrator writes letters to a silent god, to his abuser, and to himself. The dream-woman fades as he begins to recognise her as a creation of his own mercy. In confronting his guilt and delusion, he dismantles the cathedral of loneliness he built around himself. Forgiveness arrives not from divinity but from exhaustion, the understanding that survival, even without purity, is sacred.
In Act V - The Light That Remains, the language softens. He learns to coexist with imperfection, to see beauty in ordinary endurance. The mirror that once judged him now disappears; the silence that once punished him becomes companion and teacher. He relearns warmth, gratitude, and embodiment. By the final chapter, The Mirror Shattered, the Light Remains, he stands amid the fragments of his former selves, understanding that salvation was never escape - it was recognition.
Blending the psychological intimacy of Dostoevsky with the quiet surrealism of Kafka and the lyrical melancholy of modern confessional prose, Songs from the Hollow Saint examines what it means to rebuild identity after collapse. It is not a tale of redemption, but of reconciliation - a testament to the quiet holiness of surviving oneself.

• Format: Paperback
• Language: English
• ISBN: B0G58FQ222
• ISBN13: 9798270821722
• Release Date: December 2025
• Publisher: Independently Published
• Length: 220 Pages
• Weight: 0.66 lbs.
• Dimensions: 0.5" x 6.0" x 9.0"