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Intro Are you in touch with your darkest, deepest desires? Well, I am, and I'm bloody free.I miss the boy I used to be - careless, wild, young and free. But I don't have to miss him, he's right here. He was buried inside me but I brought him back to life.
There's a concept of shame when you just want to express your sexual desires to the world and with the world with whomever you want to be with. I want to break those for me because the boy I gave life to is shameless about other people's opinions over my, I quote, "(un)desirable behaviour".
I miss the rush of expression, of sexual expression. Showing off a little bit of skin, flirty-smiling to strangers who pass by through me when I'm in a group of friends, quite drunk, I have to say. Even to party all night long as if there's no tomorrow.
I miss the little white lies told by me to just get whatever the hell I wanted at the time. The dance, the music, the moves, the touch of random strangers and their hands. But, the omnipresence of this character is here - it has always been.
The symphony is S.E.X.
The Plot: Jepsen goes wild to just have some fun. In the midst of the dance club, he meets James Lancaster - James is charming, grey hair of an older man but blue eyes like the ton of sky. Orchestra A - The Rush Chapter I: Jepsen's Rush