Do you ever know what it's like to want to end it all? Well I do. And today is just the beginning on my road "back to recovery" as my therapist put it. Because after all, after you attempt suicide once, you're never the same. Never. Excerpt: I love you, and even though you will never be able to admit the fact that you truly do love me back the way that I love you, I want you to know that you mean everything to me. And now, almost six years later, I can't go on when I know this love will end up leaving me broken hearted and alone. I've tried to move on, tried to find other men to love, to tell myself that 'us' is simply a dream, but I can't - because I know that I would be lying to the both of us. The way you look at me proves that too. And the way you hold me in your arms, or smile when you hear my voice, even if it's for a mere second, while we walk though the studio lots on our days at work, it makes me fall even harder for you than I imagined possible. But I don't know any other way than this.
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