A confessional, nonlinear memoir about a writer who is deeply in love with words yet perpetually at war with finishing them. It traces a lifelong struggle with identity, discipline, perfectionism, and self-sabotage, moving through school years, failed and fleeting publishing attempts (print, Wattpad, blogs), intense reading habits, fandom obsessions, friendships, mental health fluctuations, and disillusionment with both art and adulthood.