Psalms of a Sinner: The Prayers You Don't Say Out Loud

By J N Ramsaroop

Wrestling with faith. Choking on doubt. Raging at God-and still reaching for Him.

Psalms of a Sinner is not a collection written from the mountaintop.
It was not birthed in clarity or comfort.
These are poems from the valley.
From the places where prayers feel like echoes.
Where faith is fractured, and devotion feels more like a wound than a virtue.
A raw, unfiltered collection of poetic confessions, modern psalms, and spiritual laments that confront the silence of Heaven and the screaming chaos within. Written from the trenches of trauma, grief, and guilt, these pieces don't offer easy answers or polished prayers-they offer honesty.

Each poem is a cry from the dirt. A whispered prayer on a bathroom floor. A sarcastic, sacred scream into the void.
For the ones who left church but never stopped searching.
For the ones who pray with profanity, weep in secret, and wonder if God still wants them.

This is not a tidy redemption arc.
This is what it looks like to survive the dark-and still dare to believe there's something holy waiting on the other side.
This is a journey - not of triumph, but of tension.
Of questioning God, accusing Him, weeping before Him, and slowly - sometimes unwillingly - inching back toward Him.

This is a psalter for the modern sinner.
For the one who prays in rage.
For the one who doubts between verses.
For the one who's been both the prodigal and the priest.
The bitter mourner and the bold rebuker.

This is not about theology or pretty praise.
This is about the faith that bleeds -
and still reaches.

This is not a guidebook.
It is a mirror.
Hold it up to your ache, your anger, your ashes.

You may find yourself here.
You may find God here, too.

• Format: Paperback
• Language: English
• ISBN: B0FJLXSGMC
• ISBN13: 9798293600625
• Release Date: July 2025
• Publisher: Independently Published
• Length: 76 Pages
• Weight: 0.25 lbs.
• Dimensions: 0.2" x 6.0" x 9.0"