In the words of my loving family and those loving friends that truly care. They have showed me the real love that I have so longed for and needed and to not fight for what's not there, but to just let it go before it becomes detrimental to my ending which it has already started to affect me. Lately I have been slowly feeling life slipping away from me and its truly leading me to a place that I no longer want to be anymore. I've been in this place for such a long time that it's been so many years that it practically seems like it's been all my life. I think that I'm beginning to fear that I may not come out of the hole that I've crawled so deep into and that I'm so deep in I'm unreachable. As I'm hoping to see a lifeline reaching in towards me looking for nothing in return maybe a friendly gesture cause there aren't many out there anymore. Not sure how much longer I can actually hold on because I'm feeling like I'm starting to suffocate from life's complications and I can't seem to get any kind of relief but I'm trying to continue to just hold on to life in its self. Confused as to what to do feelings of hopelessness not wanting to give up but giving up. Being pushed to the edge of madness being a person that you never have been before but all you can do is pray to God to help you through the pain and anguish and heartache that you're going through. I've been through it all.
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