You be you
This is what divorce is like, bottomless, alone and terrifying. There is nothing that can prepare you for the devastating emotional rollercoaster that follows total rejection... nothing. This is to say that if you didn't want a divorce, it wasn't on your personal itinerary, therefore.
It is especially hard when you find yourself leaving, not by choice but by force, slow merciless abuse that is meant to drive you away and, eventually,...