This is a book about how a person becomes themselves not because of what life gives them, but despite what it takes away.
Before you is the true story of a boy who was left alone far too early and had to survive in a world where almost no one intended to save him. Max goes through the loss of his parents, illness, a foster family, a military boarding school, betrayal, poverty, debt, and broken connections. From stealing a Christmas tree as a child just to get a piece of sausage, to an adult life in Paris where he finally begins to understand who he is.
Every stage of his path is an attempt to find support, home, and a sense of self. Through chaos, alcohol, mistakes, and loneliness, he eventually finds his way to a therapist in Paris. Therapy becomes not just a conversation, but a meeting with the part of himself he spent his whole life trying not to hear. Their sessions bring forward themes of loss, guilt, fear of intimacy, shame, anger, and the deep fracture between his past and his present.
Gradually, his pain forms a coherent whole. Growing up is not a victory over fate, but an acceptance of who you become in spite of it. Max's story is an honest and piercing journey through abandonment, loneliness, trauma, and the shadows within.
On a quiet November street in Paris, he faces a question more important than any answer: can someone who has survived chaos finally allow themselves closeness?
"November in Paris" is emotional prose, psychological fiction, and a coming-of-age story. A book for those who have endured loss, who are searching for themselves, who learned to rely only on their own strength, and who want to move from mere survival toward inner freedom.