You are not alone. You have a Shepherd who cares for you. He cares for you more than words can describe. He is just as close as the mention of His name.The Lord is tenderly calling you back for His sake - and yours. He has not forgotten you. Never has. Never will. He knows your heart. Allow Him to bring you back. Never give up. Never quit. Allow the Lord to teach you to live daily in His presence - His glory. "Then the glory of the Lord mounted up from the cherubim to stand over the threshold of the Lord's] house; and the house was filled with the cloud, and the court was full of the brightness of the Lord's glory" (Ezekiel 10:4).