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" O'Callaghan's] story is one of beautiful vulnerability, and it further shows the importance of knowing you aren't alone." --Oprah Daily, recommended by Gayle King

Ryan O'Callaghan's plan was always to play football and then, when his career was over, kill himself... Read Full Overview

" O'Callaghan's] story is one of beautiful vulnerability, and it further shows the importance of knowing you aren't alone." --Oprah Daily, recommended by Gayle King

Ryan O'Callaghan's plan was always to play football and then, when his career was over, kill himself... Read Full Overview

Growing up in a red-state corner of California, the not-so-subtle messages he heard as a young man routinely equated being gay with disease and death. Letting people in on the darkest secret he kept buried inside was not an option, and it never would be. Ryan never envisioned... Read Full Overview

Growing up in a red-state corner of California, the not-so-subtle messages he heard as a young man routinely equated being gay with disease and death. Letting people in on the darkest secret he kept buried inside was not an option, and it never would be. Ryan never envisioned... Read Full Overview