Mara: The Name Grief Gave Me

By Dr. Delisa Rodgers

There are stories we read with our eyes... and stories we can only read with our wounds. Mara: The Name Grief Gave Me belongs to the latter.

Before Ruth gleaned in a field, a woman was grieving in a foreign land. Before Boaz ever stepped into the narrative, Naomi was burying her husband, her sons, and the version of herself she believed God would protect. Before redemption unfolded, there was a woman whispering the most honest confession a believer can make:

"God... I think You left me."

This book is for those who have loved and lost - not only people, but marriages, dreams, friendships, and identities. For those who have carried everyone else while quietly collapsing inside. For those who need permission to stop performing a healing they have not yet reached.

Drawing from Hebrew text, trauma-informed wisdom, and prophetic clarity, Mara guides you through:

- The theology of honest grief - and why God never punished Naomi for telling the truth
- Covenant versus trauma bond - how to discern what is holy and what is harmful
- Four attachment patterns in loss - and how they shape your relationships and your walk with God
- The redemptive power of the goel - the kinsman-redeemer already moving toward your restoration

Because Mara was never meant to be permanent. God sweetened the waters for Moses. He restored Naomi. And He is still redeeming stories that feel too empty to resurrect.

Empty is never His last word.

• Format: Paperback
• Language: English
• ISBN: B0H7LV6XD9
• ISBN13: 9798185520185
• Release Date: July 2026
• Publisher: Independently Published
• Length: 44 Pages
• Weight: 0.16 lbs.
• Dimensions: 0.1" x 6.0" x 9.0"