To give you a brief summary: I told the story of how I got tired with the responsibility of following God - I wanted to live my own life and do what I wanted. So, I told God I was done with Him, then I faked my own death and left my wife and two kids behind. I then spent three years living in total sin; drinking, smoking, using any kind of drugs I could get. I even lived under assumed names, lied to everybody about everything, stole money from business,...