If you love God but dread the night...
If you wake up afraid, confused, or emotionally drained...
If you have experienced sleep paralysis, spiritual torment, or fear that no one understands...
You are not crazy.
You are not weak.
And you are not alone.
In I've Been Through Hell and Back: I Survived, Kendra Renee shares her personal testimony of spiritual warfare, trauma, and the journey from fear to faith. Written for Christian women early in their walk with God, this book speaks directly to those battling night attacks and emotional exhaustion in silence.
Many suffer quietly because they are told it's "just anxiety."
Others are dismissed when they seek help.
But scripture reminds us:
"For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and a sound mind." - 2 Timothy 1:7
If you have ever:
Been afraid to sleepFelt spiritually targeted or stalkedCarried trauma from supernatural encountersFelt abandoned in your warfareQuestioned your sanity or your faithThis book was written for you.
Inside this book, you will learn how to:
- Feel seen and understood
- Strengthen your confidence in Christ
- Apply biblical strategies for spiritual resistance
- Reclaim emotional stability
- Stand in your God-given authority
You are not alone in the dark.
And the same God who kept you through the night will restore your peace.
"After you have suffered a little while, He will restore you and make you strong." - 1 Peter 5:10
This is not just a testimony.
It is a reminder that you survived - and you can walk in freedom.