This is the journey of the author from the time she meets her soulmate, Manny Twofeathers, until the time of his passing. Their sixteen years together, the highs and the lows, the adventures and the tragedies. All the while she suffers from bi-polar disorder and it examines how she overcomes episodes, including one instance where she very nearly loses it all. The doctors where thinking of sending her to one of those places where you don't come out...