I'll Cry Tomorrow

By Pamela M. Johnson

Chyna Azzino-Milano is a famous fashion mogul and supermodel known throughout the world. Forbes magazine has listed her as one of the top ten richest African-Americans in the world, with a net worth... This description may be from another edition of this product.

• Format: Paperback
• Language: English
• ISBN: 0974657204
• ISBN13: 9780974657202
• Release Date: November 2003
• Publisher: Macavelli Press
• Length: 272 Pages
• Weight: 0.46 lbs.
• Dimensions: 8.0" x 0.6" x 5.0"

Customer Reviews

Trepidation

Author/publisher Pamela M. Johnson first introduces readers to Chyna Azzino in From A Hard Rock to a Gem: Memoir of a Lost Soul. Chyna is originally from East Oakland. After the gossip of her HIV status spreads like a wildfire, Chyna decides it's time to pack it up, she heads off to New York to embark on her modeling career. Chyna is now a supermodel mogul married to a world renowned doctor with her own exclusive clothing line. Her homes span the country. Far removed is that hood girl with promiscuous ways from East Oakland. Chyna has made it! She and her husband, Sean, after renewing their vows find that the secrecy of her HIV status threatens to disrupt her life, yet again. With religion, Chyna has learned to believe in God and wait for Him. Can someone's faith change their lives? I'll Cry Tomorrow deals with the strife of living with HIV while under the scope of the paparazzi. Readers are brought up to date with characters of the first book while the importance of forgiveness plays out. Moral yet, semi frustrating with the sameness page after page. After awhile, it made reading a chore instead of something I enjoy. Reviewed by: Crystal Rated a 3.5

Spititual Read

After meeting Pamela M. Johnson at Bret Harte School during the Agape Book Club meeting, listening to her talk about all the research that was put into this book-I'll cry tomorrow, I just couldn't wait to read it. I really enjoyed reading I'll cry tomorrow, the book is a spititual read and very educational. You walk in the shoes of someone living HIV positive. I recommend you read the book.

Make Your Dreams A Reality

Imagine this- You are in your teen years and having the time of your life: skipping school, getting drunk and high, and having sex with any and everyone without regard to the effects of having unprotected sex. You are in a gang and have the whole world at your feet. Then the impossible happens, you are diagnosed with HIV. Life as you know it changes for the worst, and your world comes tumbling down. How could this happen to you? Although you are living the street life now, you have big dreams of becoming famous. But none of that seems possible with your diagnosis. You feel as if your life is over, or is it? What will your classmates think? How can you face your friends and family? What are you going to do? I'LL CRY TOMORROW by Pamela M. Johnson is a novel dealing with the above situation. Chyna Azzino-Milano, who was diagnosed 10 years ago as being HIV-positive,is now a world famous supermodel and has her own clothing line. She has a net worth of $550 million dollars and was featured in Forbes magazine as one of the top ten richest African-Americans in the world. She is married and living a lavish lifestyle. Young girls look up to Chyna, and she is the epitome of what a role model should be. She has her head on straight, is very successful and can have any and every thing her heart desires. She has come a long way from living in the projects and leading a life of crime. Chyna has kept her illness from the public, as she feels it's private and really not anyone's concern but her husband's and a few select close friends. Chyna's condition is leaked to a tabloid, and she is faced with deciding if she should deny the allegations or come clean and finally let the world in on her secret. Will her fans still love her? Or will they condemn her due to sins of the past? More importantly, who would leak this information and betray Chyna's trust? And what was their motive? I'll CRY TOMMORROW is a touching novel that deals with shame, regret and fear. As Chyna is in turmoil over whether to go public with her illness, her faith in God is what gets her through. The word of God keeps her grounded and turns her strife into courage. What I enjoyed most about the book was the development of the characters. Chyna was once an around the way girl who made it big. She didn't let her humble beginnings or her illness deter her from making her dreams come true. If you have any self-doubt and think there is no way your dreams can become a reality, take a look into the life of Chyna Azzino-Milano, and her tenacity and determination will inspire you to reach for the stars. Reviewed by Eraina B. Tinnin of The RAWSISTAZ™ Reviewers

The Title Says it All

Unbelievable! This author is incredible. As with From a Hard Rock to Gem: A Memoir of a Lost Soul, I could not put this book down. A very well documented continuance of the preceeding novel. Chyna has grown and matured, but is still plagued by her past. Excellent. Must read!

Outstanding Novel

Pamela M.Johnson has done it again with her book I'll Cry Tomorrow. This book is a pager turn from page one to the end. It gives you and in sight to what some people who are HIV postive must deal with on a daily basic. Chyna is a supermodel and has been expose about being HIV postive and is force to go public with her personal story on the Oprah show. But because of her faith in God she is able to be open and honest about this matter in a ways that many people would not want to be in the first place. I knew once I started to reading this book that I would enjoy this book. I truly look forward to reading more books by this author in the near future.