"Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that by testing you may discern what is the will of God, what is good and acceptable and perfect." Scripture also tells us that we are to be "In the world but not of the world." As a young girl who was exposed to Gods truths, but never fully fed the gospel, with no church body to belong to, no fellowship, I became hungry and thirsty for the word. I did much research. I grew. the more I would seek Him the more I'd want more. This led me to a big question, "What is my true purpose, calling, ministry?" In my 30s I had a bit of an awakening, a revelation. God opened my eyes in ways I thought before to be impossible. Inspiration was, and still is, everywhere, its just the prayer of faith we must have to get there. If my experiences in life, my failures to triumph through Him, could be of use to anyone i would truly be blessed to share them. Fellowship, relationships are empty when we are only told the "what" and "why" we ought to do something, rather than the "how." Sometimes we must talk and walk through someone else's life, struggles, chaos, to work through our own. There is a sense of comfort in knowing we are not alone. Dear ones, fellow brothers and sisters, alone we are not.