i wish i could

By Sneha Vishwakarma

What if feelings could speak?'life would have been different from what it is now if i could have changed that one thing', we all have this 'i wish i could' moments in our lives. this book is about a woman's journey through different phases of her life. it brings forth the celebration and learning that exists in her everyday life. this book is not a novel to be read once in a lifetime, it is a bouquet of feelings you would like to hug again and again. this is not a love story to make you blush, it will remind you how you blushed when you were in love.this is not a thriller to speed up your hear beat, it will ignite those tiny sleepy blocks of emotions and tickle your heart. this book is united into 11 chapters in the form of stories, poems, and illustrations.1.chapter 1: the disparate world of women -the world we see, the world we desire, and the world we live in are three disparate places, and each breath of our life passes through each of these one by one.2.chapter 2: all yours - depression, sadness, loneliness...and countless emotions. Why is it so difficult to move on?3.chapter 3: can i live? - so you think living a woman's life is difficult? this part of the book will tell you being born as female is even more difficult.4.chapter 4: i wish i could - there could have been a better ending if at all this soulful relation deserved an end, is what bothers all the time. it gets hard for her to accept the fact that still, in the 20th century marriages are decided by caste and color.5.chapter 5: being beautiful - it is said that beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder. does this mean that the more the number of eyes, the more the meanings of the word beauty? i debated this topic with myself throughout my life: does the word "beauty" connote a "perception" or a "feeling"? is it really something that depends on a person or is it merely a reaction to the action of seeing someone?6.chapter 6: love = life - we were never told what love is and what it should be. we were always taught that love cannot exist by itself, that it must be associated with marriage and sex for it to survive. but that's not the case....7.chapter 7: magic has no color - she could have lived a normal life; she could have fulfilled her dream had she not been punished by society that too just on basis of misperception.8.chapter 8: carrier to career - no company will knock on the door and hand over a joining letter, the mind and soul need to build the nerves of steel to find and survive a job in the corporate world.9.chapter 9: 5+5=5? the need for equality is felt through the absence of it. this part of the book talks about the inequality a woman starts facing from an early age.10.chapter 10: feel it to heal - the only required remedy to heal a wound is to know the wound. acceptance is the first step to heal anything in this world, be it our body, mind, or soul.11. chapter 11: my makers - this slice talks about how the sacrifices made by our parents can be turned into a piece of learning.enough is enough, i will find love for myself, let me create a 30-day planthat, i cannot deter, even if it goes rough in week one, i will wear a search cap, to detect all the negative words, the no, can't, won't, shouldn't wouldn'tand kill them with a gun.................................. please scroll up and grab this book now. read. be moved.

• Format: Paperback
• Language: English
• ISBN: B08MVVTYFT
• ISBN13: 9798560519735
• Release Date: November 2020
• Publisher: Independently Published
• Length: 152 Pages
• Weight: 0.44 lbs.
• Dimensions: 0.3" x 5.5" x 8.5"