I Wanted to Die, But My Mom Called!

By Maii Michaella Miatti Fallara

What happens when the mask finally cracks?

In a world that demands compliance and perfect performances, I Wanted to Die, But My Mom Called is a raw and unfiltered rebellion. This universe of words is an intimate journey of shedding the heavy armor of a people pleaser to uncover the vibrant soul underneath. It travels from the suffocating cold walls of childhood trauma and family expectations to the liberating discovery of queer identity and profound self acceptance.

It is a story of survival. It chronicles the death of Michael, the boy who juggled laughter like knives to protect his family, and the beautiful birth of Maii, a trans woman learning to walk barefoot in her own truth. Unflinching, poetic, and darkly humorous, this memoir explores mental health, the complexities of immigrant family dynamics, and the terrifying thrill of unlearning shame.

For anyone who has ever felt like an alien in their own skin, this book is an invitation to drop the clown makeup, embrace your void, and sip the bittersweet swirly apple cider of life.

• Format: Paperback
• Language: English
• ISBN: B0H25LJ454
• ISBN13: 9798197256485
• Release Date: May 2026
• Publisher: Independently published
• Length: 421 Pages
• Weight: 0.92 lbs.
• Dimensions: 8.0" x 1.0" x 5.0"