"I Hate Myself": My Journey out of Self-Loathing, Severe Depression, and Suicidal Longing

By Adam Gerasene

Tears--I could not cry for years, and then the weeping would not stop, as I sat on the floor, rolled up in a ball, longing to die, longing to slit my wrists. Savagely I hated myself, I loathed myself. I was falling more deeply into the abyss, hurtling toward suicide. I asked Saint Dymphna to pray for me. I found healing. I am thankful for the medication that brought neurochemical healing. The Lord Jesus, risen from the dead, has brought something even deeper, existential healing, in the inmost depths of my tormented being.

• Format: Paperback
• Language: English
• ISBN: 1731468067
• ISBN13: 9781731468062
• Release Date: November 2018
• Publisher: Independently published
• Length: 245 Pages
• Weight: 0.88 lbs.
• Dimensions: 9.0" x 0.6" x 6.0"