I Guess I'll Relapse is a raw, unflinching journey through addiction, heartbreak, and the fragile hope of recovery.
Told through intimate journal entries and personal letters, this emotionally charged memoir-novel follows Alex as he checks into rehab for the second time after discovering his husband's betrayal. As he battles cravings, trauma, and the wreckage of his marriage, Alex finds himself torn between the comfort of his addictions and the terrifying possibility of healing. Along the way, he forges fragile connections- with fellow patients, with old wounds, and with a version of himself he's long forgotten.
Unapologetically honest, darkly funny, and deeply human, I Guess I'll Relapse is a story about trying again... even when you don't think you deserve to.