I Dared to Dream

By: Vandeer-Perez, Louise

Some women are given rules instead of love.

Louise VanDeer-Perez grew up in a Harlem apartment on 131st Street, shaped by three rules her mother gave her before she was old enough to understand what they would cost. Those rules became her foundation - her armor, her compass, and her prison. They carried her from the streets of New York to the boardrooms of London. They made her strong, capable, disciplined, and utterly alone.

For years, she believed that was enough.

At fifteen, she walked into a banker's office and understood for the first time that the world rewarded people who kept their emotions invisible. She became very good at that. By thirty-one, she had built a life that looked, from the outside, like everything a woman could want. But on the inside, something had been fracturing for a long time.

Then, on an ordinary afternoon in Central Park, a homeless woman named Odessa sat beside her on a bench. She didn't ask questions. She didn't offer advice. She simply looked at Louise - and saw, without being asked, everything she had ever been. Every rule. Every sacrifice. Every thing she had given up in the name of survival.

That moment changed everything.

I Dared to Dream is a sweeping, deeply personal novel about what we inherit from the women who raise us, about the invisible architecture of survival that mothers pass down to daughters, and about the extraordinary courage it takes to finally dismantle it and build something of your own.

It is a story about mothers and daughters. About the things women carry across generations that were never meant to travel this far. About the moment you finally understand that the life your mother built for herself was never meant to be yours. And about what it truly means to dare - to dream, to love, and to begin again.

Raw, honest, and beautifully written, this debut novel announces Louise VanDeer-Perez as a vital and necessary new voice in contemporary literary fiction - one that will resonate deeply with anyone who has ever had to choose between the life they were given and the life they dared to want.

For readers of Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie, Tayari Jones, and Celeste Ng.

• Format: Paperback
• Language: English
• ISBN: 1996864033
• ISBN13: 9781996864036
• Release Date: March 2026
• Publisher: Hollow Light Press
• Length: 350 Pages
• Weight: 0.89 lbs.
• Dimensions: 0.8" x 5.5" x 8.5"