This novel didn't come from the mind, it came from the bones. From the ache behind the ribs.
There were times I genuinely thought I couldn't continue. The weight of it, the emotional rawness, was overwhelming.
But when I couldn't find the strength to keep going, on the days when I was drained, I did something I hadn't planned: I paused. I went back to read the words I wrote in Angel's letter, the words left by the guests for Sam.
Each time, they gave me just enough breath to write the next sentence.
Not just energy, but purpose.
Because these pages carry a truth that doesn't scream, but stays.
It's something you'll carry long after the last page.
The most powerful stories are often the quietest ones, the ones that unfold in the spaces between words, in the glances exchanged across a table, in the lingering scent of cedar, cinnamon, and freshly baked bread after the tea has gone cold.
There's a hotel somewhere in the desert, maybe you've passed by it without noticing, or perhaps it only appears when you need it most. The lights are warm, the doors always open, and inside, time seems to stretch and bend.
Here, people arrive with questions they can't ask anywhere else. They sit in quiet corners, weighed down by stories they're too afraid to share. And somehow, by the time they leave, they've heard exactly what they needed, sometimes in conversation, sometimes in silence, sometimes in a single glance from the man behind the desk.
Sam. He's the owner, though you wouldn't know it. He stands at the reception, reading every note left behind, remembering every face that's passed through. He apologizes for being late, though he never is. He listens, but never pries. He helps, but never seeks recognition. He tells stories that don't simply end, they settle inside you, shifting over time, revealing their meaning when you least expect it.
The guests come and go. Some stay for a night, others forever. Some leave pieces of themselves behind, hidden in the walls, the quiet hum of the hallways, the faint echo of a song drifting from another room.
And Sam?
He stays.
Because someone has to keep the lights on. Someone has to read the notes. Someone has to be there when the lost and restless find their way to the edge of the world. There are places you can't leave, and even if you do, they stay within you. Sam stays. Because he promised.