Child sexual abuse in the form of incest is a profound trauma that can be likened to death. It is an experience so all-consuming and profoundly painful that survivors struggle to describe and make sense of the events. How does one understand life after enduring such a death? What type of wound does this experience inflict and can one ever truly heal? Who is God and where was God during the abuse? Where is God as many learn to live in violated bodies? In the aftermath of childhood sexual abuse, which shakes and alters the substance of one's being, is it possible to know, build a relationship with, or access God's love? These are practical theological questions rooted and grounded in experience