God, Sex, and Insecurity: My Incredible Testimony

By Ms. Shameka L. Bonner

The title "God, Sex, and Insecurity," sums it all up! God has always been a constant power and influence in my life. Sex, was like a drug, an addiction, that consumed my life for many years. It was a temporary pleasure, that eased what I believed to be, my permanent pain. Its power to give me momentary peace, and to make me feel loved, was enough to cause me to become an habitual indulger. Yet its affects on my life, stretched far beyond the boundaries of my bedroom, and the walls of my home. Each encounter, was like soul food, which fed the underlying issue of insecurity that already consumed me, causing those insecurities to multiply, therefore, dividing my sanity. The beauty of my story is this, my life has gone full circle! It all began with God, and it all ends with God, reigning as king of my heart. After all of my lies, cheating, abandoning, disrespectful behavior, and willful sin against Him, He never gave up on me! That is some amazing love, because I would not have been able to wait, as patiently as He did, for me to get it together. His love has covered my sin, and shame, and His forgiveness has become a hallmark in my life. There is nothing greater to me in this universe, in comparison with His love, forgiveness, deliverance, and peace. I am a witness, God can change anybody, remedy any situation, and bring peace to even the most restless soul. I urge you to put down your alcohol, put away your sex toys, step away from that double chocolate fudge cake, and try Jesus! He's the only real solution to your problems. You have nothing to lose, and everything to gain! Here's my story, read it, and you'll discover exactly why my heart speaks so highly of Him. I unmasked in this story, revealing what most wouldn't dare to reveal before the world, but I felt compelled to do so. I understand that my past is just that, my past, and it is no longer an issue for me, and it shouldn't be for anyone else. However, for those who would question why I would expose my life in a book, I say to you, it is because, it is an incredible testimony that will inevitably help someone else to overcome. I take great pleasure in helping others to overcome their pain, even if it means exposing the pain of my past to do so. Now, to those of you who are seeking freedom, I pray that my story will be a catalyst to your deliverance, and peace. God Bless You!

• Format: Paperback
• Language: English
• ISBN: 1456501437
• ISBN13: 9781456501433
• Release Date: March 2011
• Publisher: CreateSpace Independent Publishing Platform
• Length: 150 Pages
• Weight: 0.49 lbs.
• Dimensions: 8.0" x 0.4" x 5.0"