Ghosts in our Dreams

By C J Landry

After more than thirty years in emergency response, one man finds himself crushed beneath the cumulative weight of trauma, grief, and memories he can no longer outrun. Behind the calm professionalism expected of a first responder lies a private battle with PTSD, survivor's guilt, emotional isolation, and the slow unraveling that comes from spending a lifetime witnessing humanity at its worst.

Told through raw personal reflection and vividly detailed emergency scenes, the book follows his journey through fatal calls, suicides, impossible decisions, fractured relationships, and the psychological toll of always being the one others depended on. As the nightmares intensify and the line between resilience and collapse begins to disappear, he searches for meaning, healing, and a reason to keep going while confronting the reality that trauma does not end when the sirens go silent.

Part memoir, part emotional reckoning, this story offers an unflinching look inside the hidden cost of public service, exposing the wounds carried by those trained to suppress them. It is a story about survival, identity, guilt, and the long fight to reclaim a life from the shadows of accumulated tragedy.

• Format: Paperback
• Language: English
• ISBN: B0H2GM6VC2
• ISBN13: 9798999336231
• Release Date: May 2026
• Publisher: Corey
• Length: 378 Pages
• Weight: 0.87 lbs.
• Dimensions: 8.5" x 0.9" x 5.5"